What is PTSD?
PTSD, or Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
It's not always about war and the trauma that puts on our service men and women, which is what it is most commonly known for. And while I am in no way saying their struggle is not important and shouldn't be getting the awareness that it does (because it deserves every bit of awareness and more) but there is more than one type of PTSD.
Sometimes PTSD reflects itself in more subtle ways. The cacophony of beeps, cries and burps. The sites of tubes down noses, wires, thermometers. The measuring of bottles, diapers, weight. The sights, the sounds, the smells. Oh so familiar, in some ways comforting and in other ways gut wrenching.
PTSD is watching your youngest daughter walk the same path as your oldest, albeit to a much smaller degree.
Eat, eat, eat. Gain, gain, gain.
Can we not just go home?