Time

The passage of it...is in reality finite.

It seems like just yesterday we were here:



Almost small enough to fit into the palm of our hand.

Or even here:



Figuring out food is more than milk and the joys that it can bring and the messes it makes.



I could go on and on posting pictures of her. But I can't help but be in awe of her.



Of how beautiful she is.



How much she loves her brother.



Of how her smile lights up the room.

And then there is Aidan.



Who entered this world and has set it on fire.



It's hard to believe it's been almost four months already.



And how much he's changed already.



Here I sit and I wish I could bottle up time. Or just have a constantly running video camera, capturing those little things.

Her childish conversations. His happy jabbering. Her random "I love you mommy." Bringing brother his blanket because you just can't go to bed without your special blankets.

I've had four months of constant moments with them. I will miss those moments. But very thankful to have had them.

I love you. Both of you. Very much.