Fall apart

I heard this song on the radio this morning on my way to my first p17 shot and it struck a chord.



It's so true. Never did I feel God more than when I was laying in that bed not knowing if my child would live or die if she came now. Never did I feel more peace than I did at that moment when I knew the fight was over. And something that defies so much logic can only be God.

"'Cause my whole world is caving in
But I feel you now more than I did then
How can I come to the end of me
But somehow still have all I need?
God I want to know you more
Maybe this is how it starts
I find you when I fall apart."